i think i have an anger issue. really. dont even try to light a fire in me. i may not hurt anyone, but i have the urge to hurt myself, and i really dont want it to go any further
i do cry when i get angry, bury my face in a pillow and scream my lungs out. i scream at the top of my voice. cursing, i always scream. tbh ive never tried to talk with them, those who make me angry, because they make me angry, i mean why i have to talk with them when they dont even realize that im angry bc of them? so i choose not to. so, its all about myself. again. yeah. i really have an ugly personality. i admit it.
so today i was very very upset. as soon as i got home, i got into my room, slammed the door, jumped to bed, then i screamed. i cried. i cursed. i screamed. hit my head. i smoked. smoked and smoked. this is new for me tbh, smoking. ive actually promised myself not to smoking but yeah. i broke my own rules like a loser but who cares. no one gives a fuck abt me. it feels good tho. get lost people.
