Hey Eyheyyyyyyyy

hey. soooo its about life again yea my life's been in a bad term and ive been suffered from depression huh but i had settled my problem. today. i finally have the guts to spill it all out to my dad and wow i really didnt expect that, i mean i thought i would totally get scolded but again wow i did not. so yea thanks dad for your understanding

/sigh/ still i dont know how am i supposed to feel...............

Hey Bye Creed

im pretty upset rn bc i cant make it to watch creed's gig bc im under 21 seriously like SERIOUSLY
i know the concert is to celebrate Guiness' Arthur's day which is sponsored by guiness itself, ya u know guiness is one of the famous beer brand but god i'll turn 20 by this november anyway it aint a big deal lah! and its not like imma party and drunk and stuff i just SIMPLY wanna watch creed oh god look at me now
end up in my room, hopeless and maybe imma spend the rest of my satnite watching romeo + juliet
yea /sobs/

Hey F

I really really really want to go from my current live
Fed up with every role that i have to take each day.
I cant any longer refrain my resentment. My tears.

It feels like want to go somewhere, where nobody knows me before. And start a new life. Totally new, gotta find new way to livin my life without any mask, without any pressure.
They have no idea what's inside me
Something destructive. Something
Something
Something
Something..
Ive always thought that im strong enough
But actually im weak. How wrecked i am inside. Full of lies. Full of sorrow

U think im ok?
NO.

U think im a normal?
heres a BIG F CAPITAL FOR U

Dont. You. Dare. Think. That. Im. A. Normal.
DONT EVER.

You dont feel what i feel
You dont want what i want
You dont think what i think
So. Please. Stop it.

You didnt catch what i need.
Im sick
Just say it mentally ill for dramatic issue

i'll never ever say this to you.
Never.
Bcos i love u too fucking much
I know this will hurt u

But please catch me right..
Im tired pretending like everything's alright.
Tired d.
Im tired restrain all these feelings without tellin anybody

When i finally end up on the bed, crying alone.
Scream in the pillow.
Convince myself: its okay, after this phase, you'll just be fine and smile again.





Fuck. Never mind this.

Hey i love you john

Hey GD

sup guisee its been a while since the last time i posted somethin here uh
i aint into kpop but i swear big bang is a bunch of tease esp, gd and seungri. its all abt big bang lately, that has changed my life upside down hah i spazz a lot. i mean how can i not fall for those pretty boys dancing singing and ehm swagging? if ure not, one conclusion. u aint normal. ha ha
and my ultimate bias the one and only g-dragon! the leader, swagger, musical genius, fashionista, dork, cutee and not to mention umm snob. ha ha
he's just too cool to be hated. once u know him, u just cant hate him

"My name is G G G G baby baby. GD GD baby baby" 

so, btw guisee have u got ur crayON? lol k, here it is
swag check!

Hey Dot Hacker

I'll be rewired...

/Rewired