Hey 2012

Hello. Its 2012 already. Ive been busy. Never been this busy actually haha. Im alright. Its a lil bit embarrassing reading my last post. Ha ha
Need to admit everything wasnt easy, but i got it through somehow. Thank god im still alive hahaha..
Lets hope this gonna be a happy year. Ive got no resolution for this year. Ive never made any resolutions actually hehe i just wanted too many things, and i just know i couldnt fulfill it. So just give the best and let it flow. Lord bless our days. I hope. You know what i hope.

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Hey Tyro

:"""( dont know where to start. I was getting a job today. This is my very first time. I was nervous, of course. I was afraid of the seniors, absolutely. And the most of all i was i am worrying about myself.
Im a newbie, i got no experience.
A stranger.. I work in marketing and of course it was bcos of my daddys intervention.
Well im a home-body, i have no idea how marketing stuff runs. And the boss was just left me in the marketing room, with 4 strangers and they were all busy talkin in the phone, confirming those crazy orders, which they named it in a aphabetical-number code and i was i like... Jesus... Help me, what am i suppose to do here... Like srsly how could i remember thoseeeee objects, with they specification, its like different color: different code, why dont they just say whats the color instead of giving the code. I really wanna cry. Cry cry.. Im crying. I really doubt myself. I got a feeling i cant do this..
:""( :""( im totally a tyro :((
Heres another thing that makes wanna cry, my dad seems hold a high expectation on me.......
:___C
What can i do?
Im done im done...
Please pray the best for me. I know this sounds such a loser. I dont mind. Call me loser or whatever u want...

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Hey 19

Im 19 today. Happy birthday to me :-)

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Hey Thursday

Thursday, and its so boring. I have nothing to do but lazing.
Ehehehe..


Btw, this is my recent photo :-)

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Hey November

Tuesday, November 1 :-)

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Hey Him. Yes, you

It was a long time ago. Aaaah.. I dont usually talk abt this..
All i wanna say is just i found myself has fallen too far. I get stuck in one person. My mind wont let him go. My heart wont let that feeling go.

Its been years.. Whether to blame myself or you, i know not.

I love every single part of him. He is just too beautiful.

Its been years. Whether to say its just a crush or real love, i know not.
He has gotten his on place in mine, a long long time ago.

Irreplaceable

A hundred dreams of you
A thousand thoughts of you

I always thought i could let go of him. But i always wrong
I find myself fall again
Missing him so badly again
And i just cant fight this feeling

My thoughts leashed to you
My heart chained to you

Sometimes i think i might have the key.. But i dont know..
You will never ever know..



Never mind that..

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