I really really really want to go from my current live
Fed up with every role that i have to take each day.
I cant any longer refrain my resentment. My tears.
It feels like want to go somewhere, where nobody knows me before. And start a new life. Totally new, gotta find new way to livin my life without any mask, without any pressure.
They have no idea what's inside me
Something destructive. Something
Something
Something
Something..
Ive always thought that im strong enough
But actually im weak. How wrecked i am inside. Full of lies. Full of sorrow
U think im ok?
NO.
U think im a normal?
heres a BIG F CAPITAL FOR U
Dont. You. Dare. Think. That. Im. A. Normal.
DONT EVER.
You dont feel what i feel
You dont want what i want
You dont think what i think
So. Please. Stop it.
You didnt catch what i need.
Im sick
Just say it mentally ill for dramatic issue
i'll never ever say this to you.
Never.
Bcos i love u too fucking much
I know this will hurt u
But please catch me right..
Im tired pretending like everything's alright.
Tired d.
Im tired restrain all these feelings without tellin anybody
When i finally end up on the bed, crying alone.
Scream in the pillow.
Convince myself: its okay, after this phase, you'll just be fine and smile again.
Fuck. Never mind this.
Fed up with every role that i have to take each day.
I cant any longer refrain my resentment. My tears.
It feels like want to go somewhere, where nobody knows me before. And start a new life. Totally new, gotta find new way to livin my life without any mask, without any pressure.
They have no idea what's inside me
Something destructive. Something
Something
Something
Something..
Ive always thought that im strong enough
But actually im weak. How wrecked i am inside. Full of lies. Full of sorrow
U think im ok?
NO.
U think im a normal?
heres a BIG F CAPITAL FOR U
Dont. You. Dare. Think. That. Im. A. Normal.
DONT EVER.
You dont feel what i feel
You dont want what i want
You dont think what i think
So. Please. Stop it.
You didnt catch what i need.
Im sick
Just say it mentally ill for dramatic issue
i'll never ever say this to you.
Never.
Bcos i love u too fucking much
I know this will hurt u
But please catch me right..
Im tired pretending like everything's alright.
Tired d.
Im tired restrain all these feelings without tellin anybody
When i finally end up on the bed, crying alone.
Scream in the pillow.
Convince myself: its okay, after this phase, you'll just be fine and smile again.
Fuck. Never mind this.
