flat, its just feel so flat. i always drown in deep thoughts about my life. and always end up with conclusion i hate this, i hate that, and all. cursing why i have to blablablabla, wishing i was blablabla. and whining about being tired of this life. well i got to tell this. im not an optimist person.
and its just flat. my life.
think i need to start a fire, get into trouble, mess up with friends, yell at people. haha then i would be funny right? and i aint gonna whining about how boring my life is.
but sadly, its not like that. not that way.
im just oh god, i really hate being here. in this town. im stuck here so it feels flat all the way i through. its not i hate the town, well its lil bit stressfull living in here but. i just cant be happy here.
lets just sleep and forget abt this. good night.
